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Well we just got back from O/our trip about a week ago. What a nightmare! The trip itself was great and My boi was fabulous as usual, but as W/we were leaving, slave decided he didn’t want to be a slave at all. Typical. And then he was nothing but a pain in the ass and a negative draw the whole, fucking trip. I tried to rise above it as best I could * and told boi to join Me in ignoring him) – and the times when boi and I could be together were the best—but he really tried hard to bring the attention to himself 100% of the time. When it didn’t work, he would pout- just like a child. Between his illness and his attitude, he is a lost cause. And he wonders why he doesn’t have friends. Oh boy. Some reality check is needed there. So at least the first attempt at obtaining a slave wasn’t a total loss. I learned a lot about the system and I am more certain than ever that everybody lies. Not because they have malicious intent (although some do), but because, fundamentally, I believe people don’t really know who the hell they are (or what they want, for that matter). Really brought home to Me by a 62 year old slave wanna-be. boi told Me it would be too soon if he ever saw him again. Just goes to show ya! On a fabulous note, boi just got his long awaited job. he will be making more money that Me now!! Yay! About time! By the way, while we were on travel, W/we found a fabulous chain and locked it on him. This signifies that he is Mine and he is an owned boi. Also, boi has agreed that until he/ W/we get him into a belt he is not allowed to cum – no cowpers, even. he is to wait for Me to help him get to a good milking. So no orgasm for him until he gets locked up—and then…  As you know, W/we are in the process of making a fabulous belt. Here W/we are more than $5,000.00 later and boi is still not locked. Bad! I hope W/we can begin production soon, but it hard to do anything in this cold. I hate it. Can’t wait ‘til warmer weather. I keep thinking of the day when boi has to stand outside naked at a major intersection. he has agreed to do this for losing a bet with Me. W/we will have to wait for warmer weather and pick a time in the middle of the night with very little or no traffic. But the threat of being busted is soooooo exciting, it makes me hard just typing about it! And I will put his ass out, too—buck  – ass naked on the side of the road. Thinking about it helps Me blow My load!
Posted by KeyofC @ March 05, 2010 04:51:15
Boy, do I have my work cut out for Me in dealing with both slave and boi. Being older, slave is afraid of a LOT of things and it shows in his attitude. Boi likes to joke and argue with Me ( a lot more lately, since there is pressure on about the upcoming event). I don’t remember arguing like this before, and it is both the pressure and the presence of slave who hates when we don’t get along. However, that is part of life and slave will have to accept that everything isn’t rosy 100% of the time in the real world. I wonder sometimes if he would rather live in his fantasies than be a full time slave. I am starting to understand that he has no idea of what it means to be a slave 100% of the time and really submit to someone else’s will. I am not sure what to do about this as I am not one of those masters who wants to beat the shit of the slave all the time. I am willing to spend the time to train (which is clearly required in this case) but slave’s retention for the most part is terrible. he also has a bad self image which we will need to correct. If he cannot be confident in himself, how will he ever serve Me? Slaves are always viewed as extensions of their Masters and I am a confident master. I have been reading some novels which shed light on this, but I must spend some time talking/training slave and pointing these things out. I think his transition here is not as “fantasy” oriented as he would like. Again, that is the real world. Sadly, lately, I must take some blame because there just hasn’t been enough time (when I am not stressed to death) to really work on some behavior modification. I’ll begin as soon as I can – even on the trip when stress will hopefully be less. I am worried that slave is not a good traveler so let’s see if his attitude improves or not.
Posted by KeyofC @ February 11, 2010 19:56:14
Well did I use My slave and how! O/our “play” together was very engaging for slave. he was in ecstasy and told Me later that he was very surprised at My skill level. Apparently, I am not that much of a novice and he is one, more than I thought. (Not necessarily a bad thing since W/we can learn new things together.) Since I have had to work (imagine that – someone has to pay the bills!) he has had more time with boi and so knows him better. That may change over time, but in any case I must spend more time with him training and making things more formal. I know what I want in a slave, I just need to coax it out of (and train it into) him. I am getting resistance from slave, rooted, I think, in his willfulness (which I must break).  It happens because he is comfortable here (good), but when he either doesn’t want to do it, or feels he is not prepared (either he doesn’t know or isn’t ready) he becomes a bit unglued (bad) and it shows in his attitude and is usually shared verbally (also bad). In any case, these are both based in fear and he must learn to submit to my will regardless of what he feels about it. Since he is still a human being, he certainly is entitled to his feelings, but unless he is being harmed, he must learn to accept that will (Mine) and do as I say – with a better attitude. This next week will be one where much needs to be accomplished in a small amount of time. W/we must all get ready for our travel and do all the things necessary to have life go on while W/we are away. I have definite ideas for how I want My slave to behave whilst W/we are away and it is up to Me to train him this week. On a juicy side note, when he went home to collect his passport that came in (Yay!) (he paid a small fortune to expedite it, so I was, at least, gratified that it came in) he found and brought back some very interesting toys. When I use them on him, I will write all about it. On a parting thought, once he is satisfied in this training period and finally signs a contract, this will be his new home, as he will move in and be full time. I am ready. And I know neither one of our lives will ever be the same again. Once you have/train a slave and he/she serves you well, you don’t go back. And the flip can be said also, once a slave is happy in his/her place with a good Master, he/she won’t settle for less in the future. Quite exciting!
Posted by KeyofC @ February 08, 2010 01:34:39
Well slave had to go home for a while and then return. What a difference a slave makes! We have much to do, but since there is no rush, we are taking life one bite at a time. boi and enjoy dancing (having met there) so tonight, slave, boi, a friend, and I went dancing. This is new to slave and so he is a little shaken by this. Recall he is retired and so hasn’t gotten out much of late until meeting boi and Me. Now life is picking up the pace and W/we are all excited about an upcoming trip abroad. Came home for a little nap today, but oh, no, boi and I made love all afternoon instead. It was glorious. Several Master orgasms latter, I feel very sated. The only little thing to improve will be the weather, and that, too, shall change. slave does not like the cold (nor do I) but it really affects him terribly. Can’t wait ‘til spring. Dicks popping up all over the place, however, two of three will be locked up in this house. Should make for an interesting Spring…Speaking of interesting, it’s time to tie up My slave and use/abuse him. Let’s see how that goes…
Posted by KeyofC @ January 31, 2010 04:49:52
Well I am happy to announce that as of Tuesday, I have a slave in training. slave petitioned me on Tuesday and asked to be of service. W/we all three celebrated with champagne and a short collaring ritual, wherein slave is in a training collar. he will receive his permanent one once in service and a contract can be established – about a month away. Tonight slave is staying to serve at a dinner party and W/we have new rituals and protocols. he is very nervous about it as he has not performed butler duties before and is afraid of screwing things up. he will be fine. he got a great vote of confidence from one of our friends who knows about O/our poly household and it really seemed to make a difference. his beard is nice and trimmed and he is cleanly shaven (only in the face – we must still get to that crotch area) and looks spiffy. I helped him with some clothing for this evening and he will look great in My unconstructed long sleeve white shirt with vest. slave has to leave tomorrow to begin his permanent move to join O/our household. It is both a good and bad thing. Good in that we are moving forward, bad in that boi and I have already become accustomed to his service and will miss him. he is very happy, although I suspect a little nervous, too. W/we all are. This is new to all concerned, but so far, W/we all seem to be adjusting nicely. Again, all these things take time. I must use My slave soon for some sexual play, lest he thinks I neglect him in that department! On Wednesday evening slave was put in a CB3000. he seems to wear it well and it is a matter of pride for him. Maybe this will help ignite a little sexual passion in him, something which I suspect is dormant due to circumstance. I must do research now on an upcoming vacation which for the first time will include slave. How exciting! I have never travelled before with a slave, so the help will be great. Meanwhile, My boi is very happy for Me and seems adjusted to this idea. It has sparked a new fervor in him sexually, and W/we have had a lot of good sex and I have had many orgasms. W/we, boi and I, are very much still working on locking him up. Life is getting better all the time. Now for boi to get that job he wants!!
Posted by KeyofC @ January 22, 2010 23:50:26
Today is MLK. Over the last few days, I have become accustomed to the idea of a    poly- household. I now not only think is it a good idea, but a welcome one. I have been learning (and training) My new potential slave and even with the few misgivings I may have, I think it is worth pursuing. he genuinely wants to serve Me and I can see his thirst for training. I believe the few areas of concern both to him and Me can be worked out fairly easily. It will just take a keen eye and smart vigilance. Even My boi is happy about it – which is a load off Me. Speaking of loads, I’ve had three in the last 18 hours. Prostitis notwithstanding, it is unusual but still commendable for a man My age. As if there were any doubt, boi still has what it takes to turn this Master on!! – and all three were different: anal, manual, and oral. This would be the definition of a fantasy come true for most men. I get to live it regularly! Now it’s off to lunch with boi, slave, and a good friend. The sun is shining, My balls are empty, and My belly is about to be full. What could be better?
Posted by KeyofC @ January 18, 2010 17:55:52
Well My new potential house slave arrived on Tuesday promptly at 6. My boi had dinner ready for us all and W/we all had a nice meal and a good evening getting to know one another. The next day, Wednesday, was balls to the wall with stuff to do. W/we included the potential new slave and had him do some things for U/us but no formal time could be spent. In the evenings W/we have been reclining in the master (Master’s – HA) bedroom and watching some movies. You know, once you go Blu-ray, you can’t go back! On Thursday W/we spent some time during the day going to the gym and finally walking the dog. That evening after the other duties and after I returned from work, I started the formal interview process with the new slave. The first part, the formal questions, consisted of inquiring about things he wrote Me, questions I formed, advice from other Master’s, and continuing discussion that W/we had started in the previous days and over the internet. The new slave has been honest and sincerely desires to serve. I’m sure W/we will continue dialogue about many things; he truly likes to talk! (I resemble that comment) Yesterday, after many days of not having on orgasm (booo!) – just too busy), I tied My boi down and fucked him. The new slave was present so it made U/us all a bit nervous. The first time of discovering in this way is always a little nerve racking. However, My boi was able to have a lovely milking and he was able to finish Me with one of his famous blow-jobs until I blew a wad down his throat! It had been so many days and happened under duress so it wasn’t as pleasurable as I would have liked. Perhaps, today, W/we can have a better sexual encounter, even if it is not a full scene. Scenes are fun, but they are a lot of work for the Master/Top. It is obvious that boi and I are not sluts. Perhaps W/we were at one time, but no longer. Bringing someone new into the mix takes time. Just like I believe it it critical to establish a relationship – which takes time – before  a Master/slave relationship can truly work. Without the preliminary time up front, there is no way to establish trust. Remember, trust is like a kiss; it takes both parties to make it work. I like most of what I see and I think I can train this new slave to serve Me well. There are only two flies in the ointment (areas of concern). One is that My boi, whether joking or not, borders on openly defying Me too much. he still serves Me very well, but I worry that the attitude I get from him will infect slave (which it has not yet). I must watch this and keep it in check. I will have a discussion with them today and make sure that any problems get voiced and then I will lay the law down about behavior. I think that the new slave will inspire My boi to serve better (and truthfully show him there is nothing to worry about in serving Me in a formal capacity – whether tpe or not) but I must insulate any problems that boi has so that they do not affect the relationship that must be established with the new slave. I am speaking of protocols, rituals, discipline, and eventually anticipatory skills, but most of all: attitude! Already slave is miles ahead in that department. That is most likely due to his experience, his desire, and his age. This leads me to point number two: age. I worry that due to his mature age, he may not be ideally suited for this position. It will be hard work and I wonder if a 62 year old retired man can really keep up or if I will end up bending some things to accommodate. I must guard against that. I know there needs to be some chemistry and right now I don’t know if that is something I can come to with this slave. Perhaps I will be better able to sort out My feelings once he is not with U/us. I think that will also be a good test. Still I am willing to give it a try. He has an interview with a Master in Bellingham, Washington (where he bought a one way ticket, paid for himself, mind you, at Master’s behest). I wish him all the luck, but I worry that this Master is wanting to jump in too fast. Perhaps it is just what slave is looking for, perhaps not. There is no doubt that slave is smitten with the two of U/us. That is not the issue. The issue is: do I feel that this is THE candidate for the position? There is another possibility on the horizon with another 45 yr old domestic slave who lives in a neighboring state. Friends of O/ours are procuring some info about him and I would like to interview him in any case simply as a comparison. Unfortunately for Me is has been reported that he is full figured, and if that means 300 lbs, than that is a deal breaker (unless he is willing to lose 100 lbs). I think it premature to rule out anything at this stage. I am open, but I am taking all of this quite seriously. This change in the household dynamic is already being felt and I am not sure about it. Perhaps it just takes time. I think I would feel better if My boi was acting as usual, but he seems too withdrawn for My liking and I have detected a slight change in personality – to the belligerent side – which, frankly, not only do I not like, I will not permit. I don’t even think he realizes it so I must talk to him today before the three of U/us sit down, so W/we can get to the bottom of it. All in all it is very exciting and W/we are going where most folks never would/ Wish us luck! Now, to just get that belt finished and lock up those boi(s)!
Posted by KeyofC @ January 16, 2010 18:05:00
So My possible new domestic slave arrives tomorrow. I have been busy working on interview questions in an attempt to find out exactly what he needs and what I need. If there is chemistry and a good mutual fit (every pun intended) than W/we may be able to strike a deal. One of the ground rules will certainly be that nothing fucks with My main relationship, My boi. Just as soon as boi gets himself a steady stream of income, he will want to return to submitting to Me. I truly believe he wants to live in a poly house so that he will have some brothers to share duties. W/we have at least broached the subject of what having a domestic slave will do to O/our primary relationship. W/we are at least willing to try it out and see. Why the hell not? If I can provide a structured home life and some fun for slave, why wouldn’t he stay? After all he is looking for guidance; he expects to be trained to serve Me. And My boi is not too worried about things going astray. he really does love Me and serve Me well, even if not in the strictest sense. Tomorrow, W/we must continue O/our good work on the belt. It is in everyone’s best interest that this be accomplished ASAFP (as soon as fucking possible). Makes Me hard thinking about controlling all that dick!
Posted by KeyofC @ January 12, 2010 00:27:23
Have to work early in the morning, so it is an evening of movies and cock-sucking. Divine.
Posted by KeyofC @ January 10, 2010 02:31:58

Today it started snowing in the afternoon. Hope it doesn’t stick. Snow may be pretty, but it is a pain to deal with. Have to be a domestic goddess and do the grocery shopping (with boi) this afternoon. Already did laundry, a load a dishes and made breakfast. Now it is time to make a load in boi’s ass! As soon as W/we get home from errands, I intend to use him to the fullest! Life is good. If only the bill didn’t arrive!

Looking forward to tomorrow evening. W/we have plans to go to a show with a good friend and W/we should have a lot of fun. Hope the roads recover before then and are not too icy. If they are, then driving becomes dangerous. The area just does not have the infrastructure to deal with this when it happens so infrequently.  

Boi and I continue to work on the belt and W/we ordered some more material. Now W/we are into a period of trial and error and W/we want to correct anything that might be a flaw before W/we go into production, so W/we are being rather critical and trying to do a lot of preemptive striking. Once W/we get this belt where W/we want it for launch, it is really going to be something. Wish U/us luck! (Three goals for 2010: lock up boi, help boi fix his money problem, get a domestic slave). God has been good to U/us all. Let’s pray that continues.

Posted by KeyofC @ January 07, 2010 20:15:00

Well it is… W/we have had to go mall walking (barf) the last two days to get any proper exercise. The poor dog, he hasn’t been out of the house except to potty and freezes when he does. It is literally freezing here (or below, like tonight) when it drops into the teens with a wicked wind- Booo! I hate the cold! I know other places are worse, but I really love the warmth of spring and summer. Can’t wait and winter has just begun. As the aria says, “must the winter come so soon.”

Still love My boi more than ever, but he really is enjoying his “non-slavery.” W/we have resolved several issues that W/we had to deal with, and have scheduled the visit of a potential house slave. I am glad the issues are being resolved, and that My boi is much lighter of heart due to much movement on the potential job front. The money thing really does suck if you are on the losing end. This recession is felt not so much in drastic terms in most of the US, but like Chinese water torture… drip, drip, fuckin’ drip until it sucks the life out of you (and not in a god way). So it is with joy that I write that there has been some interest (thank God!) and I am so excited about My potential house (domestic) slave. he has many gifts, so he will not just be a glorified maid; he will be much more useful than that. W/we will have to take O/our time getting to know him and I intend to go very slowly on the sexual front. It takes time to develop trust on both sides and I am determined to do this right. After doing some reading (even though erotic fiction) about the Marketplace, many of the genteel concepts ring true to Me and I know I will be fantastic at training My slave to be a gentlemen who serves ladies and gentlemen but under My control and only with My permission. I want My house known as one of welcoming, luxury, decadence, and fun but with a refined touch in hospitality and always good manners that honor people. (Nothing is to be done that is not consensual. Even My contract with the house slave will show his service is consensual though not obvious to outsiders.) W/we are already well on O/our way as now I have a fabulous cook (even though he is not My slave at the moment – that really is in name only- except for a few things) and hopefully, soon, a house slave. It will take time and work, but I hope that it works out if it’s meant to be. Now all W/we need is a working belt on My boi and that is coming soon (although he won’t be!)
Posted by KeyofC @ January 06, 2010 05:02:02
So in the last 2 days My boi and I have had a lot of discussion. Right now, he is too focused on correcting the situation in which he can support himself. (I have been supporting him for several years now.) According to O/our talks, he is at the end of his rope and cannot continue to serve until this area of his life gets fixed. For now, then he will simply serve Me as he can as My Loverman and partner and not slave. I suppose that means he is still My submissive, but just cannot anticipate My needs nor follow even simple commands. In the past, he has been used to focusing on projects like these to the detriment of everything else. Even when he is away from working on the project he is still very much inculcated intellectually and does not know how to stop that vulpine sense of paying attention to it. In other words, his mind keeps working on it even when doing other things. This makes it impossible for him to properly serve as a slave. This has made Me very sad, but I have to say it is practical. Maslow has taken over. Until this money thing gets resolved, it really does make sense. The good news in all of this is that he still wants to be locked up. Chastity is and has always been a major component of his gift of service. One thing that is for sure: if he wants Me to lock him up, then he will have to be My slave. Period. I won’t do it any other way. I don’t know how others do it, but if I am going to put the effort and time into making this work, it is an all or nothing agreement as far as I’m concerned.
Posted by KeyofC @ January 02, 2010 20:08:38

Wow – what a fun time! My boi and I did get a chance to exercise today (yay!) he did get his ass pounded and I used both his holesJ Makes for a happy slave. Hope to do it again later today J Then W/we went to dinner with friends and out dancing—something W/we haven’t done for far too long. W/we have a made a tentative commitment to continue to go dancing at least once a week, probably on Saturdays to support our friends. Although there was a hefty cover charge, I suppose spending $40 for two out for New Year’s Eve (plus gas and time in the car) is not bad at all. I had a great time and I think boi did, too. W/we saw folks W/we haven’t seen in a long time and even folks who don’t live here anymore.

On a different note, W/we have to call the best friend of O/ours and see what is happening as there were some folks being taken to the doctor a few days ago and it could be bad. Plus, there was funeral recently which involved air travel, which I’m sure wore O/our friend out. W/we haven’t been able to get over there in days, so it’s time. My boi continues to get well and his spirits seem to have lifted a little with the hope and possibilities in the new year. I am trying to wrap my head around the duties cumming up, and also trying to focus on helping U/us both lose weight. Although there was much exercise yesterday, there was no weight loss. W/we did not eat particularly late, but W/we did have coke late. Perhaps that sugar (high fructose corn syrup – really bad for you) did U/us in. I rarely drink soft drinks, but that is one of boi’s vices and I joined him last night after dancing in having one. I don’t like beer or wine, but I do like liquor and boi and I both had champagne last night (but only a split each). W/we did see recently where Pepsi is making old fashioned soft drinks with recipes from the past where they use sugar and not high fructose corn syrup. boi was very interested so let’s see if that is any better for him.

Posted by KeyofC @ January 01, 2010 18:57:00
Well my balls did get emptied yesterday and boi was played with but he was too sick (and tired) to even get near a cowpers firingL I am allowing that until he is locked up, but no cumming. his balls are to stay FULL. A slave with empty balls is a worthless slave. W/we may not have sex today as W/we went to a friend’s house and had a wonderful time. It has restored my faith in having fun with friends that doesn’t involve over-imbibing or who’s dick gets sucked. Don’t get Me wrong, there certainly is a time and place, but faggots are very bad about that in general. I realize it is an adult thing to do, but with lesbian friends – and they are fabulous- one doesn’t want to over-imbibe (not a cool thing to do period) or have sex (that’s why W/we are gay, thank you). I hope to ass-pound My boi tomorrow. That will empty My balls and satisfy his hungry hole. Looking forward to reading the series of books O/our friend has, a better new year (hopefully more profitable), and having My boi locked up. How about you? What are you looking forward to?
Posted by KeyofC @ December 31, 2009 05:33:20
My balls need to be emptied and boi’s ass really does need a good pounding. W/we didn’t get to it yesterday due to illness, but today W/we are feeling better and I am confident that something good will cum of it J Just got word that a colleague will not be able to join U/us in one of O/our adventures L It causes more work, but in a way I am learning that featuring local artists has its draws. Still more work to do on the belt, but W/we can get to it this week and next. boi has a few “main” goals for Jan and being in a belt is one of them—even if there is more work to do before W/we can sell them. W/we are bit (discerning) picky on behalf of O/our clientele and want them to be “wowed” by O/our product. W/we are so close – just a few minor adjustments and some engineering to figure out. Wish U/us luck going into 2010 that this will be a great year to offer O/our product(s). I can’t wait to have my boi locked up. Perhaps that is what he needs to really feel owned.
Posted by KeyofC @ December 29, 2009 23:52:14
Today was a day of busybody work. Getting things ready for everyone because I won’t be in the office for the rest of the week. I took tomorrow off and we get the other three days on the house. Nice. I hope to use My boi later. he is feeling shitty, and still has not learned to write lists. I really think he thinks he is working hard. Perhaps, just not very smartly. There is lot of wasted time. With lists one can keep on track – on target- or as a friend of ours says: “on point” much better. I would not be able to survive without them. It has been proven that those who shop with grocery lists spend less money and waste less. Now just to get the boi to do the same. I really have been saved many a time because of list writing. I am feeling better today – both mentally and physically but would love to make love to My boi- which is probably not going to happen since he is still ill. W/we are off with one more of those 100 mile round trips to work on the belt. Still working out engineering details. W/we’ll get there soon. I really want My boi locked up and he wants to be locked as well. his ass needs a good pounding.
Posted by KeyofC @ December 29, 2009 00:08:21

As usual the real start of Christmas for me falls the day after Dec. 25 and I am already feeling better. That comes from using Hydrogen Peroxide in both my ears, my nose and mouth—oh, that and sleeping until 1 pm. That’ll do it, too! I am feeling much better than yesterday and hope My boi gets there, too- quickly. he is a typical male when it comes to being sick- horrible! Thankfully for both of us, it does not happen too often.

I broke down and called my parents. I figured that calling them on a Saturday didn’t count towards My minutes, so I really had no excuse. They were happy to hear from Me and still want U/us to visit. Don’t know what will happen, but W/we do have a few days that W/we could go. I would prefer to break it up with stops along the way but W/we’ll see what actually happens. I am so looking forward to a better 2010. How about you?

Posted by KeyofC @ December 27, 2009 02:55:00

I am tired of being sick. This hardly happens to Me, but when it does I am very impatient. Enjoyed being with My boi today. As in all of life, Christmas is all about spending it with those you love, and that made it this year (being with him and also good friends).

he is much less a slave than I would like at the moment, but W/we’ll get to some good protocol by the time W/we go to SWLF. I think it is a ridiculous amount of $$ for a weekend, but hopefully W/we can use some delta miles and cut out the plane fare. That would be Nirvana!

On a side and totally unrelated note: I am a little disappointed in My family – none of whom have reached out to bother to call. However, the ball is in their court. I called recently and left a message. I then had to follow up the call. I only talked to My dad and it was very short but pleasant. They must learn the phone works both ways. W/we’ll have to get together sometime in the future when W/we can. It takes a bunch of energy to get there, deal with it, etc… They probably feel the same way. I suppose they are due a trip. I love My family, but I don’t always like them. I think a lot of family exchange is polite bullshit. People say shit they don’t really mean. If it were that important to them to see Me, more effort would be made. I make a lot of effort to call to keep in touch. I also wish they would be more proactive in that regard. Mom called and left a message recently, but only because she wanted some details about visiting which turns out is not happening now. Since My sister has the grandkids that’s who they go see, no matter the drama she (My sister) causes. Understandable, but annoying all the same. My parents cause drama, too. They spend a lot of energy and $$ going to see her and grandchildren. On the one hand, I think it’s good since she (My sister) felt shortchanged as a kid. Perhaps there is something to that, perhaps not, but in any case she is making up for it now. On the other hand, it seems to have placed an undue burden upon Me to always do the reaching out. Mom and dad are retired and it is much easier for them to come to U/us.

A couple of lovely things happened and that is that My parents sent a card and $$ which is always appreciated and some of My boi’s family contacted him for the first time by phone! This is close to a modern miracle, folks! My favorite aunt and uncle will indubitably (undoubtedly) send a card and $$. I’ll have to call and thank them both and then let mom know that I would like her and dad to be more proactive about reaching out. At least I will have communicated My feelings. I hope I can do it with the least drama possible.

Posted by KeyofC @ December 26, 2009 03:56:00

I have really enjoyed a day where I did very little. Actually, I made a deposit at the bank, went grocery shopping and took My boi and a friend of O/ours out for her birthday dinner (albeit a little late). I am feeling a little under the weather and so I have tried to rest. This morning I had a moment where I lost control and threw the omelette I was making against the back of the stove. boi kept egging Me on (pun intended) and so I finally snapped as I was doing his fucking job to start with! Sadly I also broke the cover to the pan in which I was cooking and so we had to throw away the thing: eggs, ham, cheese and all because it was mixed with broken glass At least I didn't take it out on boi. W/we got over it and lived without the food.

I am still planning to have good sex with My boi, after all he needs to be used. I just don't want to make him sick W/we have continued discussions and I am fairly sure that My boi wants to be a slave; it is just very hard right now with the current economic climate- both inside the household and in the world at large. he is trying to remedy that by getting some work. Although it might impact the home businesses and take him away from Me, he simply can't live with the stress of not contributing $$ to the household. If things pick up with the home work, he can always stop the other. Ideal would be a telecommuting job with flexible hours. Please God, W/we need a break. It is pretty sure now that at least the two of U/us will go to SWLF. I am hoping slave alan will join U/us. Stay tuned.    

Posted by KeyofC @ December 24, 2009 03:32:00
I have started discussions with My boi about M/s and what that means to him and to U/us. I learned from him that he does not like Me supporting him and that it is starting to annoy the shit out of him. he also does not want to fight with Me and make My life harder and so admitted that in his recent actions he has seen that it resulted in just that – making My life harder and making Me unhappy. he has expressed to Me that he wants Me to be happy and that with the recent actions he thinks he has not accomplished that with Me. I agree that with a slave that is not following protocol and not following orders it is much harder and adds stress. This time of year already carries enough stress and both of U/us are near exhaustion. he thinks stress might also be a factor and I agree. W/we get a day off tomorrow except that W/we probably have to make that damn 100 mile round trip one last time to get the last molding pieces of the belt. Still I am happy to not have to get up early and push to get to work. It will make it better on My energy level for Christmas eve which must be “up” as it affects a lot of people.  boi still feels he wants to be in chastity and give Me control of his genitals and sexuality (meaning when he gets to have sex, how, etc...) Recall that boi is not going to have his penis played with or sucked and that the only stimulation boi receives is fucking (besides touching and kissing, of course- and his pleasuring Me). The exception being cleaning and shaving where boi will be bound so as to not have any problems with roaming hands. Otherwise W/we are training his body to receive pleasure by pleasuring Me and by getting fucked (prostate stimulation). W/we are hoping that he will begin to have regular healthy milkings. Remember, it will be impossible for him to have an orgasm in a traditional way being locked up. Of course, he is welcome to have an anal orgasm and feel pleasure so long as the focus is on Me. slaves serve better with full balls. I can attest to that. I still want him to feel loved and attended to; he will just experience sex and sexuality in a whole new way. I am looking very forward to it!
Posted by KeyofC @ December 23, 2009 02:43:00
Well last night I learned that My boi did not enter his blog as commanded. This resulted, of course, in punishment. At the moment, this means spanking for My boi. During this dialogue exchange, he said: “no.” I have warned him that in the future, when he is locked in perpetual chastity, that saying “no” to Me will result in one week no fucking. If he repeats the error, it will result in one month. Recall that I will likely have another sexual outlet, so he will just be shit out. I made him bend over, in his collar, and spanked him (not as hard as I would have liked- but hard enough to get his attention). He didn’t want me to finish but I spanked him anyway. After the spanking and the fight I had quite a hard-on. I then turned him over, fucked him and made him finish me by hand. He had already sucked Me to orgasm earlier in the day so this was “his” orgasm. I enjoyed My dominance over him and he enjoyed being used and said so. I think sometimes that if he had 10 different men a day fuck him and make him suck dick it would not be enough. Then I think about the enormous gift he is giving Me and the faith he has in Me. A friend has also expressed that faith in Me as she (yes, she) may join O/our poly household from time to time and be under My total control. I am not sure what I think about that, but I am willing to give it a try. Also, he had to wear his collar locked on all of Sunday. He asked Me if I would unlock it for him to sleep (with his usual whining tone). I said no and made him sleep in it locked. I was proud that I was asserting My masterhood until, in the morning when I did unlock him, I noticed the welts that were on his neck. Now, I like dominating him and making him do what I say, but I don’t like when that results in his being hurt. I am sad about the marks but glad I made him wear it. I hope it made him think about the permanence he is entering. No wishy-washy stuff here. Just the real (permanent) deal. If he wants something else, he better speak up awfully fast. Time is running out and that belt is hopefully fitting any day now!
Posted by KeyofC @ December 22, 2009 04:57:00
Yesterday W/we had O/our third event and it went well. W/we finally made some $$ (not much). However, all things considered for the first few events, and in the middle of a recession, a mild success translates into a major victoryJ Also I have invited the house slave I am considering to come and spend a few days with U/us. I have also invited him to SWLF. Don’t know if W/we can all go, but displaying My poly family would be a blast! The only fly in the ointment is that My boi is waffling about his place as a slave. he will have to do more thinking and talk to Me about it, but W/we need to discover why he fights Me on so many things. My boi says certain aspects of this are great and that he truly enjoys serving Me – in the bedroom or out- but that certain aspects don’t sit well with him. Personally, I think it would be impossible to be a mature man and not have some independence. I believe it is natural. There will almost certainly be a wicked learning curve (or should I say unlearning curve.) I truly believe My boi is a slave that lacks discipline. Being one is a 24/7 thing-not when convenient or when you feel like it. My wish it that he come to the same conclusion.
Posted by KeyofC @ December 20, 2009 05:12:12
Today W/we did something exciting. W/we went for the final time to work on the chastity belt project. Now it is up to U/us. Other than a slight modification, our teacher is done and W/we must now practice and learn on O/our own. I am excited about what has been done so far and a little nervous about how to proceed but I think W/we can do it well. W/we still have a number of issues to resolve but W/we think W/we have solutions for most of it and will begin work as soon as practicable. Stay tuned! (I am really interested to see if the prototype – made for slave- actually fits or works.) Fingers crossed everybody! If nothing else I can fuck him good or he can suck Me until I SHAZAM!
Posted by KeyofC @ December 16, 2009 04:58:13

Punishment is a tough thing with which a Master must come to terms. If dealing with a slave that is not a love relationship, perhaps it is a bit easier. This Master, however is dealing with a slave He adores. My slave did a lot of good things yesterday but forgot to follow one of My rules. I wish to encourage My slave to continue is his otherwise good behavior, but what to do about the infraction? I stated that if he forgot to do this, he would be spanked hard two #$%^$%^%&()swats on each check. Should I continue to carry this out or let it go? Perhaps a comprise is in order. I would like for My slave to know how serious this is for Me, but I also want to encourage him to keep up the good work. And another thing, should a Master thank a slave that is doing no  more than his job? Or only when the slave exceeds expectation? I suppose that depends on every individual relationship and what it needed. Being a teacher, I tend to want to be a bit critical but lavish in My praise. I feel this will spoil the slave and not create the respect for Master that must be there. I must work on this and find a way to do both.

Posted by KeyofC @ December 15, 2009 00:25:07
Today My slave and I slept in. (Yesterday we were up until very early in the morning watching TV after having gone to a friend’s for drinks and chat.) Waking up today, W/we made love together and had a passionate orgasm-less session before the day began. (I intend to unload in him good after his shower and clean out.) It in wonderful to feel so loved and to share that with another human being on so intimate a level. I really love those times when there is no agenda and no rush-so rare! Besides, the weather outside really is frightful today – a whopping 38°!I have had further discussion with My slave and he has agreed that he needs to obey Me in all things and not fight. he wants Me to train him properly and use him, so I am endeavoring to do just that. I don’t want him to be bored, but I don’t want to exhaust him, either. In a world of finite energy, I would prefer to have him available for Me when I need him rather than wear him out when I am not here. For the time being, I am content with O/our relationship and will continue to work on directing slave in such a way as to progress the household, My needs, and his needs (to some extent). I know boredom is one of the worst things a slave faces. Getting that balance right takes time and practice.
Posted by KeyofC @ December 12, 2009 19:25:00

Working on training My slave. This seems to be of paramount importance at the moment. Slave seemed to remember more of them today and I reminded slave about a few. As I was fucking him today, I asked if he wanted to be trained. Since he was gagged, he moaned yes. I asked if he thought I should punish him if he did not do what I asked and he answered affirmatively (never mind the game in all of this). I just have to buck up, be Master and at times beat the shit of My slave. If he really wants a tpe and is going to fight, then I am going to train him properly- not the way he wants, but the way I want. If I get tired of fighting him, I will say so and let him know - "shape up or ship out." I have no doubt I can handle more than one slave. I am worried about what the second and and/or third or fourth slave will want from Me. I am not even sure what the first one wants, so fuck Me! I suppose I have some learning to do here, too. You know the opportunities where I live are very far and few between to see demonstrations and learn from folks what appeals to Me and what I want to leave out. Being Master has its advantages and one of them is choosing the parts of this lifestyle that further My family, and leaving the BULLSHIT behind.  I will focus on things that will please Me- not necessarily to the detriment of My slave, but doing this whether he (they) like it or not . This is not  a democracy; it is a (hopefully) benevolent dictatorship. I think My slave is starting to get that. I gently told him today that when I tell him to do something, the first words I hear from his mouth better be: "Yes, Sir."Only then, is he allowed to say , "If I may call to Sir's attention that....." If after hearing and thinking about this I still want what I first said, or change my mind, My slave is then to do what I tell him without question. Otherwise, he is not a slave but one who is playing games. As much as I love games, I do not welcome it in this realm of My life.

Posted by KeyofC @ December 12, 2009 05:34:00

At times it is difficult to know how much discipline is needed to train My slave. The boi says he wants to be trained to serve Me, yet fights Me all along the way. Apparently he is not used to simply saying, "Yes, Sir!" Even if I asked him to do so much each day that it wore him out, if he were a true slave, he would try his best to carry out My wishes. However, most good Masters know not to wear their slaves out by making them do useless, Mickey Mouse stuff. I certainly don't do this with My slave. I know that he needs to feel useful, yet I can't help but get the feeling that he is not being used enough and that boredom is setting in. W/we are looking for a domestic slave to add to O/our household; one that would assist My boi in doing household chores (which he does precious little of at the moment) and keeping the grounds looking beautiful.

I am often perplexed by the language that is used in this lifestyle, particularly about a tpe. I wonder if the folks who think they want that, really do want it. It means that the Master has control of and use of everything, including (but not limited to): assets, cars, houses, money, bank accounts, personal items, clothes, etc... Of course this includes the body of the slave which is to be used for Master's pleasure. So if a tpe slave really wants to enter into this sort of relationship, what does the slave expect to get out of it? To be taken care of? Cherished? Loved, even? Abused? Ignored? There are so many questions that must be answered and factored into the decision of whether one wants to enter a tpe or not, but from the Master's point of view, He/She must know that the slave is a willing participant. Slaves who fight all along the way aren't really wanting to be slaves. They are playing games. I am having this trouble with My boi. W/we have tried having a lot of protocols, W/we have tried having only a few. It seems it does not matter, as the boi cannot consistently follow even the simplest ones. I really don't think it has anything to do with boi's natural intelligence or age. I think it has everything to do with attitude and willingness. W/we spoke briefly about it today and I believe boi is in denial about how this is going. W/we will need to continue to have these sorts of discussions if I am to bring another slave into O/our household. How am I ever going to attract/train another slave if I can't keep up with the one I've got? Much less deal with the issues of discipline, punishment, sexuality (I don't mean gay or straight - I mean what does that entail for each individual person in this relationship regarding sex). Again, no matter the pretty words, if the slave is not getting what he/she needs, how long do you think the arrangement will last? If either person stops putting energy into their "role" it is finished. This is why I would love to talk to someone to help me understand better, because either I don't understand, or slave is playing games. If anyone has some thoughts out there, I would love to hear from you!         

         

Posted by KeyofC @ December 11, 2009 07:44:00

As we get closer to getting My boi in a belt several things are taking place. He is not talking about it, but I think it is because he does not want to get his hopes up and have them dashed yet again. I brought him to full orgasm last night and it was wonderful to see. This way W/we know definitively when the last orgasm was. He wanted some closer there, so W/we did it. What is a Master to do when a slave is not locked? W/we hope to have him locked next Saturday, but if there are problems or some unforeseen obstacles W/we may have to wait further. I am very much hoping for the best.

W/we did start down a new road yesterday. I interviewed My first boi outside My primary boi who may become a domestic servant for Me. He is interesting and I would like to get to know him better. This new boi (who I will call boi b) was somewhat nervous (and cold) so I W/we three ( Me, boi a and boi b) will need to go slowly and build trust. boi a has really taken to him already. He would like a brother to help share the responsibilities of running the house and the businesses. I am primarily concerned with helping my boi(s) become the best men they can be while serving Me. It will be interesting to see how these dynamics develop and what I think of having a different boi penis to play with. Remember if the chastity belt works for boi a, then he will receive no more penis stimulation—only anal play and prostate stimulation. If boi b agrees to serve Me (eventually) then he will be in chastity, too. The difference is I will play with boi b for My enjoyment of penis and he will be allowed to have an orgasm from time to time. I will play with boi a for My pleasure and only anally. boi a will also serve Me 24/7 and suck My cock whenever I desire. Perhaps both boi(s) will want to serve Me 24/7. We’ll see how it goes and if it is the right fit from both sides. I know that from time to time boi a  will need a good fucking. Once W/we all become comfortable sexually, W/we might have some good three way sex for My pleasure. Now there is a thought to end the night!

Posted by KeyofC @ December 08, 2009 03:06:00
Sometimes it will be impossible for My boi to do the housework (including: cooking, cleaning, laundry, trash, dishes, etc...) and the duties he has in working on O/our businesses and be available to serve Me. That's when I pitch in. I did that last night and today. From time to time a Master is just going to have to help. If W/we had a house slave in addition to My boi, then that would be different. But since W/we don't that leaves Me in a dilemma which I find easy to solve. It's a no brainer, really. Exhaust your boi or leave some energy for him to serve you. Hmmmmm. Not tough to figure that one out. When I want things to run more efficiently, then I show My boi how and occasionally just have to put some elbow grease to it (!) Overall I'd say My boi is doing a good job. He has really taken to the morning protocols and they keep him focused. I like that. I think he does, too! BTW so far, so good on the external catheter. It is working very nicely. Now My boi just needs his ass plowed. I think I can do that 
Posted by KeyofC @ December 03, 2009 18:38:49
What a morning! After not being able to be with My boi the way I wanted for many days now, I awoke to My boi telling Me of his love and how he wants to serve Me (which he is required to do). But today, he said it much more fervently and with passion. He is also supposed to suck My cock every day but not necessarily until SHAZAM! That’s just what he did today. It was feeling so good, I just didn’t stop him. I also played with him until he shot a little cowpers all over his belly. It was hot! He is trying real hard (every pun intended) not to cum before he gets locked up. I then fingered him good to make sure his prostate felt it, too. Remember that is all he will be able to feel once being locked up. I am feeling better about our business ventures and hoping they will come home. The weather, lately, has sucked! All this rain and gray and cold- BARF! Usually it makes Me tired and wears Me down, but having My boi serve Me really has helped to pull U/us both out of the doldrums. Kudos to a boi with a job well done even when not feeling as well. When he gets like that I allow some slacking off to help him get well. That paid off in spades JJ         
Posted by KeyofC @ December 02, 2009 23:58:00

It is amazing how well this relationship is progressing. My boi now responds to Me very well--even when he is sick! I feel badly that he is sick as I don't like to see him suffer this way. Perhaps with a good night's sleep and some loving touch he will feel better tomorrow. There is so much to do! After work today W/we made another long trip to work on the chastity belt. I am very happy with the development so far and if all goes well, without too many unexpected results, W/we should have a working prototype in 2 weeks!  I hope it is not only fabulously chic but functional as well. On O/our way home W/we dropped by a to see a dear friend, have some supper and drinks, and share the stories of the day. When W/we finally got home I made My boi get a bath. he did not fight Me on it (like a good slave) and I rewarded him by setting up the laptop in the bathroom so W/we could watch the pilot episode of "Fringe." If you are a sci-fi junkie like W/we are and you like "Lost" you're gonna love it! After the bath My slave immediately presented his working collar to Me to be locked on. Before we continued watching (the pilot is 2 hours) I took advantage of the fact that My slave was warm and his balls were hanging very low. I promptly put the biggest ball stretcher W/we have on him. He was such an alluring sight with just his locked on collar and balls stretched I got very excited. So I started to play with him by finger fucking his hole and slowly jacking his boi penis. To O/our delight he started producing milk! While he was being pleasured I suggested that he reach down with some lube and pleasure his Master. I was not ordering, I was asking. he then politely said, 

"I'd rather have your big cock in my mouth."

And so I obliged him. It felt particularly good this evening as I blew My load down his throat. I also congratulated My slave for not masturbating today. Although he is allowed to, I derive great pleasure in him saving himself for Me to pleasure. Because he had already seen the pilot, he fell asleep almost immediately. When the pilot was over I rubbed him as he fell asleep and then it was I all could do to enter this blog!! 'Nite Ya'll

      

 

Posted by KeyofC @ November 30, 2009 05:35:00
Today was an excellent day. I got to spend all of it with My boi! W/we woke up such that he was able to serve Me still locked in his collar and wrist guards. he had to ask to be unlocked (I loved it!).  W/we went to the store and did some errands. Since boi does the cooking I tried to be a bit more generous in the budget but within what W/we can afford. It is not easy supporting several folk on one salary. Then came the fun part- W/we got home, walked the dog and then had really fun sex! I blew a load down his throat and then as W/we were vibrating his very loosened hole, I jacked him off slowly. Although he got to a moment where he told Me to stop, I think the sensation of the vibrator on his prostate and the fact that he hasn’t cum since Oct. 31 pushed him over the edge. he shot his wad all over Me and past Me on the bed. It was much better than most porn movies!! Although I am sad that he came, I am glad it was with me and that the lure of orgasm will not tempt him again until he gets locked up. (You know that he is trying to go without an orgasm until he gets locked up.) I’m sure he is a little let down, because now he has empty balls. Let’s see how much of a worthless slave he is in the next few days. The best sign of all of this (the best thing to “cum” out of it!) in the last two days is that he has done what I tell him to do, he says: “Yes, Sir,” and “No, Sir” beautifully. he is beginning to open doors for Me more automatically and when W/we returned home this evening after a dinner and movie outing, he took his clothes off (like a good slave) and put his collar on without My having to remind him. I have requested that he wear his collar in the house and locked when I am home. So, jerking this train back on track (every pun intended) has succeeded (or is that suck – seeded?)! W/we are now off to the hot tub to relax and stretch. Who knows what might happen after???????          
Posted by KeyofC @ November 28, 2009 04:39:19
So I got My slave home, made him clean -out and make sure he was empty, then put his whole uniform on. This consists of a thick leather collar (locked on with a master lock), a leather body harness (rather loose fitting), leather wrist cuffs (locked on) and leg cuffs. I then ordered him to let Me see his body for shaving and I shaved wherever there was stubbly hair (other than the top of his head). he is now a very clean shaven slave. he then got me some water before I locked him to the bed - one lock for each wrist and one lock to bind his feet together. Next I fingered his hole with lube. I asked him if he had been a good slave and he answered yes. I told him I didn't think so. I played with his boi penis and jacked him off some. I used the inside of my wrists, which is a very smooth area, to sort of sandwich his boipenis while jacking. he moaned the whole time. While I was playing with his now very stiff boi penis, I asked him if he thought he deserved more play (while his precum flowed) or should I just put the catheter on him now. he answered, "whatever is your pleasure sir." (I have to admit that is a good answer) I played with his boipenis some more which brought Me pleasure to watch the delight of My slave. I then told him I thought that was enough and put on that catheter. He was so willing!! I turned him over and while I fucked him slowly from behind I asked him if he was My slave. he answered, "yes, master you know that I am." I asked him, "completely?" He answered, "yes."  "No limits?""no limits.""You are in this, right?""Yes, sir completely."

Then I reminded him (all the while fucking his sweet hole) that when I got him locked, I was going to keep him locked for a good long time. (As you recall from earlier blogs, W/we have the agreement that I am in complete control --and that means even of the ending date. If I choose to not set an ending date, this will simply continue for as long as I will. And I can tell you, that if it works the way I intend it to, this will become permanent. he may never be let out (other than for cleaning/shaving (which W/we call maintenance) or for My pleasure (electro, sounding, etc...) and he may never have another traditional orgasm. (W/we'll see how the first year goes. This turned me on so, that I blew my load. Sweet! Since it has been three days, I am sure I will want to shoot another load down his throat - willing or not. I intend to keep him locked to the bed all evening and until I am ready for him tomorrow morning. I want him to feel My Mastership and I want to make this more formal. It won't be official until he is locked and has signed the TPE, but I am going to earnestly start training him now. Much better than the other day, huh? Maybe sometimes Masters just have to take charge and get the train back on track.

Posted by KeyofC @ November 27, 2009 02:46:00
Well what a terrible day it was the day before Thanksgiving! As if it were bad enough to receive one piece of bad news after the other, My "slave" has been wishy-washy (and very lifeless) about his position (no I'm not talking about bottom, I'm talking about his place in the relationship). He hasn't written in his journal for over a week, doesn't do what he is told, said "no" to Me twice for which he was spanked. But that's not the worst part. The worst part is that his whole verve goes out of this sometimes and I don't know whether he really wants to do this or not. As a Master who knows better, I realize that regardless of what it may look like on the outside, this really is a cooperative. If one party really wants to stop acting the "role" then the relationship fails--and as you know from earlier posts, I don't like to fail (nor am I used to it.) W/we haven't had sex for three days!  That is very unusual for someone who is used to cumming at least once a day if not more. I tried to be strict this morning but my boi wasn't responding well. I am going to make one last ditch effort today when W/we return from Turkeying. I am going to be very strict, make My slave put on his whole uniform, put him in full bondage to the bed and then put a rubber on him and fuck myself silly. I don't know what I'll do after that - I may fuck him or not. But I am going to put a catheter on him and not touch his boi penis after he fucks with it. That will be his play for the day. I know I am still interested as I am fully erect now after typing this. Apparently it stills turns Me on very much. We'll see what he says tomorrow when I release him. Once I tie him up, his ass is staying fully locked to the bed. He can whine all he wants, but if it continues, I'll leave him locked and just bring him necessary food until he stops whining. He either wants to be a slave or he doesn't. I can tell you that I will be very disappointed if he does not but so be it. I cannot force that. Once he is locked in a proper chastity device and signs the TPE then I am not going to let him out of it. I will continue my training and punishment until he becomes fully Mine. That will just be tough shit. If he complains, then I will spank the shit out of him daily. He will eventually know he is Mine and succumb to My will. Wish Me luck    
Posted by KeyofC @ November 26, 2009 17:05:00
Well after the internal catheter disaster I decided to lock boi to the bed and put an external catheter on him. Again he did not go during the night and so when I got up in the morning, I simply told him his ticket to being unlock was to pee. I went downstairs to take care of the dog, put the coffee on, etc... Well what do you know? When I got back upstairs, boi had peed. Not only am I not going to waste a catheter on him but if he is catheterized he is damn well going to use it! What good is putting on one to simply wimp out. He asked for it, he's gonna get it! It brings me pleasure to exert control over him and he loves being "forced." It did, indeed, restore order. boi is unsure yet how much in the pain realm he can take, but he does like some play there. I like some play there because it makes Me hard to spank him. So I obviously have at least some sadism in Me and enjoy that side of the relationship. Where it takes U/us, who knows? But I am willing to try new things and find out what W/we like and what W/we don't. Today was a good day. I had a good day at work. Overall things went well and I was even complimented. Then boi and I took a drive to continue work on our chastity device. It was short and sweet as W/we are still working on making the molds that will make the eventual belts. On the way home a good friend called us and so W/we went to dinner there. I have felt very close to My slave all day long and very amorous in a lovey, dovey kind of way. Even if I am going to get stricter and stricter as a Master, I still want him to know I love and adore him. I have to be more demonstrative about what I ask of him and demand more formality -which is really to say instituting and enforcing some protocols. This is going slowly and poorly as slave either doesn't remember or thinks it not important. The vicissitudes of having an unlocked slave!        

Posted by KeyofC @ November 23, 2009 03:05:00

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